I hate when I don't feel like I have a hold on my life.
Like it's spinning out ahead of me.
I just have to finish this project,
and then i'll be able to finish the next one,
and then I can clean this clutter in my room,
and then I can...
what?
Find myself?
I don't even have time to know who I am,
with all of this.
School really shouldn't be this.
Spending hours at a desk,
on a bed,
writing answers to question they're hardly going to even read...
Why?